Monday, October 22, 2012

Well it says it all

My goal to do a blog post every single day for the entire month failed, completely.
I want to push and blog regularly but it is becoming difficult.
I could turn my blog into more of a diary entry type of deal, but I am not so sure you people would still want to read it if I did that.
Well, we will see I guess.
Where to turn now?

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Obama vs Romney

Well tonight is the political debate. They are having a party at my school for it, but I am just not interested in the idea of that.
Tonight was also my Theta Phi Alpha sorority meeting but I am sick and in bed.
The is my 2nd day in a row blogging so I feel like I am on a roll.
Today was pretty stressful, but I had 3 days in a row before today so that was nice I guess.
I get my German test back tomorrow and I think I got an A on it and I sure hope that I did;)
All and all I think I am doing pretty good with life!

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

I have a challenge for this month

Well, I have a challenge for this month. I want to do a blog post every single day. I often do not have time, or I forget and lately I have been so bad at blogging, but I honestly want to get back into it for you my fellow readers.
I have decided that I want to go on a diet again to lose about 9 pounds. I am thin already but I want to be thinner, but I am going to do it in a healthy way.
I think I got an A on my German test which I am VERY happy about, I cannot believe I did that:) But I will not now until Thursday<><>
I also am going on having my 3rd day stress free:) Which is good considering I was in a dark place just last week but life is lifting up for me:)

Monday, September 17, 2012

Stress lesss....Live more:)

Here are some good tips to follow to help with day to day life!

Family Guy and Irazoo?

Family Guy is a very awesome show lately. I do believe that you should check them out!
I think that season 8 is good and as we speak I am watching season 4:)
and Netflix is very cheap, possibly worth the money if you watch one movie a week. Something to think about fellow readers:)
On the side note, since I dropped that course, I have been a lot less stressed and a lot less suicidal:)

Saturday, September 15, 2012

Its fading.....away

The stress is starting to slowly fade away, but it is not quite gone.
I am waiting for it to end, but no promises as to when that will be.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012


Have you ever been very stressed out?
Thats is how I am.
It is like everything is happening soo fast.
I took a hard semester and thought I could do it. I can..but I will have some Bs I think:(

Saturday, September 8, 2012


I got diagnosed with POTS yesterday at my doctors office.
It relates to Ehlers Danlos Syndrome a lot but it is part of tachticardia.
Well, needless to say I now have to see a cardiologist. I am not to pleased with the news.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012


Well lets get down to it, it is all about politics in this time, especially in America.
In school(college) we had to read about John F. Kennedy and boy oh boy a lot of people liked him..
but I interviewed some people who HATED his guts and I mean HATED!!!
all in all,this is crazy times in this class.
But I am bored with LBJ and then NixonLand is up afterwards....
My ears hurt really bad...
So politics and very painful ears...whats next?
More to come on Blogging with Julianna and I will be posting a lot more often as well

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Indian University Bloomington

I just got back from staying there for 3 days. I love it so much and I already want to go back:)

Monday, July 23, 2012

Is there such a thing as too healthy?

I want to be healthy so that I can live forever.
Right now on Netflix there is a doumentary about living forever. I so would love to do it.
And all the Russian doctors, I want to  be part of their clinical trial.

Monday, June 25, 2012

bang bang

hex mix for all and fruit gushers galore.
I got a vibrator. It is interesting to say the least. My boyfriend has not said much about it.
Sometimes aI wonder if I am secretly gay, but I do not think I am.
Is it normal to want to die all the time?
SMH time to watxh shutter island

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Whipped cream cheese and sierra mist

The obsession train is back and all I want is to lose weight. but I am stuck on whipped cream cheese and sierra mist.haha!
Red Nail Polish and ravors to cut my skin. Save me from my holy sins.
Pots is good and beer is great now I die for those I save:)

Saturday, June 16, 2012


Today is my family reunion. I am one of the main people that helped put everything together. It will be a blast:)
Anyway, I am currently watching Veronica Mars, which I have not seen in a long time. I am on season 2. I wish Make it or break it would continue to have more seasons, but we cant have everything right?
My work has talent week and I am going to do gymnastics for it:) I am excited
I think I am going to bring in music for it:D We will see..................................
Anyway, today is also my boyfriends graduation party!
And I am just so excited.Life is definately going in the RIGHT direction:)

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Walking the Isle

Today my boyfriend of 2 months is walking the Isle. I am excited for him, but I am also going to not be there for him. I walked the isle last year so I know what it is like. GRADUATION!
And to top it off his graduation party is the SAME DAY as my family reunion but SAME PLACE(well sorta) So that pretty much works out. To sum it all up, today will be a busy day for him.
We also started a diet together. He is kind of chunky. 182 pounds. He wants to drop 22 pounds. I am 118 pounds. I want to drop enough to be thin. Dont worry readers, we are doing it the healthy way:D

Thursday, May 31, 2012

2 of my favourite songs!

This is one of my favoruite happy songs that I list to when I am in a good mood.
When I feel like being depressive, I listen to Hero by Superchick.
Hope you all enjoy!

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Dance Moms and Dancing Dreams(dear Insomnia)

Dear Insomnia, I cannot sleep. I took seraquil multiple days and I think I am going through withdrawl. I cannot sleep at all. I am wide awake. When I take that medicine I sleep 12-14 hours.. I am also very thirsty, I am debating between getting water or gatorade. but I do not want the calories in my body right now, so I think I will have to get water. I am so tired I am dizzy but I am watching Dance Moms Miami instead of sleeping.

Monday, April 16, 2012

Back to blogging

It is almost midnight and I have about 2 weeks left of my semester of college. I am ready for it to be over because it is very stressful but like I said I do enjoy it. I cannot wait to try to make the Deans list next semester. Right now I have 3 A+s and 2 Bs.I wanted straight As bbut this will do I think. I guess we will have to wait and see what happens

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Thinking about changing the way my blog runs

I am thinking about making this a specialty blog and talking about psychology rather than just using it as a journal and talking about whatever I want. I will let you all know as soon as I come up with more ideas.
On the side note I have straight As in college still but I am having a lot of pain. Thanks for everyone's support.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

I quit my job

I had to. I did not want to work while going to college at the same time, and it was driving me nuts.
Dont get me wrong, I love my job, but I just could not handle working full time while in school. I did not want to try to handle it at all.

Monday, January 9, 2012

The government is evil

The government and Obama are being mean. They do not want anyone to have any money so they take it all for themselves. They make people pay 100% for everything but let the poor roam free. It is not fair.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

I want to quit my job

I want to quit my job. With this economy it may be a bad idea, but I truly want to. It is just so much work, and it is so hard to figure out how to do everything that I want to do, but I really want to quit. It is just to much stress and it is just way to hard for me.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Day 1 of 365

Well today is the first day of the new year and I guess I am going to take a huge shift in my blog.
This 2012 I want it to be perfect 100% stress free and fun.
So, I am going to keep a journal of it.
I started this new year by going outside and screaming Happy New Year. We proceeded to do gymnastics and work on routeins in the cold. We can inside and ate popcorn while watching Rugrats. Falling asleep to Soccer Dog was nice and getting a whole 8.5 hours of sleep was even better.
We did our 2.5 hour drive home from Noblesville after having Strawberries for breakfast.
Once we arrived home, I was surprised by my Papa with a new camera and a SD card so I can photograph my 2012 experiences. It is all so perfect. Having grapes and a peanut butter sandwich for lunch and taking a new hot bath to relax. MMMM Aromatherapy is amazing. My joints are hurting today but other then that I feel amazing:)